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Tweak says, "This is Jezebel in hell!"

Harry J. Potter (imascarman) wrote,
@ 2008-09-15 16:59:00

You had a bad day, you're taking one down
[flat]
[morning]
[anyone, ATTN Daphne]

*owls letter to Daphne*

Daphne,
Please come to my flat as soon as possible. And don't read the Prophet until I can talk to you. And don't let Audrey read it either. I'll explain everything, just please come talk to me. Please.

Love,
Harry

*paces*

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	greenqueenie 2008-09-15 04:55 pm UTC (link)
	comes dressed up in clothes for a meeting, holding a few binders and portfolios in one arm knocks softly on the door (Reply to this) (Thread)

	imascarman 2008-09-15 04:58 pm UTC (link)
	opens door Hi, I'm glad you could....did I interrupt something? stands back so she can come in (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	greenqueenie 2008-09-15 05:19 pm UTC (link)
	smiles and shakes her head Oh no, I just have a meeting in a little while. I was going to go in early and wait, but your letter seemed slightly urgent. Is...everything alright, darling? (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	imascarman 2008-09-15 05:27 pm UTC (link)
	Yes...no. Why don't we go in the living room so you can sit down. walks into living room, paces in front of the couch Did you read the prophet? notices the prophet is still on the coffee table, picks it up and tosses it across the room (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	greenqueenie 2008-09-15 05:33 pm UTC (link)
	eyebrow raise ...Okay. follows takes a seat on the couch and looks up at him ...No. You told me... watches the Prophet fly across the room ...not to. slowly sets her things onto the coffee table and puts her hands in her lap Harry...what's going on? (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

imascarman
2008-09-15 05:38 pm UTC (link)

The thing is I'm not really sure how to say this. I don't know how much you know about my past relationships but I dated Ginny Weasley back in school and we were pretty serious. She wasn't just my girlfriend but one of my close friends and, well, then I died and I never heard from her. And I just figured that since everyone knew I was alive, she did too and feelings change. And then time went by for me and I met you.

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	greenqueenie 2008-09-15 05:42 pm UTC (link)
	*very calmly* Go on... (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

imascarman
2008-09-15 05:47 pm UTC (link)

*stops pacing* Just let me say this, I love you.

*goes back to pacing* Well she's back. And I guess she didn't know I was back to life and some things were said. I might have said somethings that...well...see the thing is...I still care for her and she is still important to me. And I guess...if you ask...I mean I guess you could say that I still...you know...love her. But Not in the same way I love you. Different. You know. Um...see I think I love you both and it's in the Prophet and I don't really know...I mean this is really throwing me...and I...don't know. But I do still love you.

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greenqueenie
2008-09-15 06:09 pm UTC (link)

*staaaaaare* ...

*slow blink* I'm going to try and understand this. *takes a small breath* You told her that? That you still love her. But you love me too, only...it isn't the same. *resists the urge to clench her fists* Different how, Harry? Do you love her in a way that one loves their best friend or sister? Or... *trails off and briefly shakes her head* Explain.

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	imascarman 2008-09-15 06:14 pm UTC (link)
	Well...I guess I love her in the way that I have...always...loved...her. But it's just a different love then the love I feel for you. Because obviously you are different then she is. And, um, that's how I...um...feel. I think. I'm really confused actually. And am well aware that I am sounding like the worlds biggest wanker right now. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	greenqueenie 2008-09-15 06:20 pm UTC (link)
	bluntly Would you rather be with her than with me? wishes she had taken some sort of headache reliever before she came (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	imascarman 2008-09-15 06:23 pm UTC (link)
	stops pacing, sighs Honestly? I have no idea. I love being with you. I don't want you to think that I don't want to be with you. But she and I had something special and I'm confused. You hate me right now don't you? (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

greenqueenie
2008-09-15 06:54 pm UTC (link)

*a light pink blush surfaces her cheeks and her nose and for the first time in forever she feels like she's going to cry, but takes a small breath and mentally counts to ten to keep herself from doing so*

I-- *clears her throat, straightens up and masks all of her emotions* I do not want to be in a relationship where my boyfriend is confused about whether he wants to continue to be with me or go back with the woman he 'had something special' before. *looks behind him and just stares blankly at the wall* I need you to know what you want, Harry.